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I'm so happy!!!
I found my dream job!!
I've been thinking hard where I want to work. A nice cafe. I settled for starbucks, even wrote application form. but God has his special ways. The cafe has a flower shop and cafe together and it smelled soooo good. Happy!!
and I have this strange infinity with new outlets. 2 years ago The Soup Spoon hired me for the new outlet at Bugis. Now Greenhouse Cafe is hiring me for Somerset 313 outlet! I'm so happy. I cannot liddat!
but I'm so happy :)
I'm going to work hard k!
I think I love my boss already! She's so lovely and motherly! but strict so I feel like working hard already. I'm going nuuuts.
Opening day, come soon!
This pic ah, is a view I see everyday when I go to school. Usually without the sunset :) but it's gorgeous isn't it! School was fun. Holiday's gonna be more fun!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SUUUUPER hiGH!!!
Universal Studios theme park and the tallest roller coaster in the world is nowhere far, but RIGHT HERE IN SINGAPORE!!!
Felly just told me about it. How can we find out only now when it's in the final stage of constructions. I'm never very in contact with the outside world, but this is really kind of retarded.
but. but. now I got one more thing for my after As to do list!!! The list is growing longer by the day. 40+ days till freedom!
WA this is really wonderfuL!!! Can you imagine? A 15-storey high roller coaster enough to satisfy my love for thrill rights!! and Genting's Superman ride was the best and now we have it right here in Singapore!! I remember we were suppose to walk into the Superman thing and it tilts till we're lying down then FLYFLYFLY flingflingfling we fly around like a superman weeeeeeeeee
Thank you Singapore! I'm so proud of you!!!! SUPER PROUD!
Next year I'm very looking forward :) But boys are going into army! We use to think army boys are super old. But next year, boys my age will be in army! We use to think army boys are really old. When I was younger my babysitter's son was a super army guy. His door got a bar, and he would do pull ups with great ease and I can sit on his legs and he will pull and i will go up and down like some vertical seesaw v fun yo. James 哥哥! Then I get to eat his army food which is in this flat rubbery container got a hole to squeeze out the food. Surprisingly I remember it tasted good. It's food for them when they do outdoors training. Even the container is in the camouflaging shade of green! Army ! God Bless the men to protect Singapore, OWS, and our super fun new theme park!
大丈夫だよ 見上げれば もう
大丈夫 ほら 七色の橋 やっと
It’ll be okay, just look up
It’s okay, do you see the seven color bridge (rainbow!)?
- Aqua Timez's Niji 虹
Song's stuck in my head! Daijoubu! First jap word I've ever learnt , I think.
"Daijoubu?" When phrased as a question, it's used to show concern.
DAijoubu! Say it with conviction, and it can be a phrase of reassurance. "It's OKay! "
Such a nice phrase!
- Music:Aqua Timez's Niji 虹
I've got so much resources, cant wait to give/throw them away in 43days.
There's so much notes and paper, if I pile it all in front of me and someone shoots me, the bullet will just get stuck in my papers. safe~
Security blanket? please. I think I'm getting more n more confused with so much info.
Last week i've been studying with Yaya and Mingli! and Sunday there's Mel too! I miss school! because I miss my friends. Farewell was weird, but teachers made wonderful farewell presentations for us. My favourite was Physics department's simple and funny video of our teachers taking exam. Very funny, especially my fav Mr Ng using 3 calculators like he's playing some crazy fast piano song. Then they put this message that probably inspired the whole video. "Though we wish we could take the exams for you..." haha I've heard this many times but it's nice when they put it this way with the video. and Dr Vaz my tutorial teacher was the one behind the camera! yay! but it was sad Class didn't even stay long enough to take a photo. Prom.. I hope those not going will crash and we can take a nice photo. Is it possible? yay :) JC life has just ended like this. I thought I'll be more sad. but it's been a great 2 years. SLC, though i sucked at leading it, I think it's an important part of my life. Without SLC i think the definition of volunteering in my dictionary will be different. Mingli I'm so happy for her faith! She also believes that God led us to join and lead SLC for a reason. I hope that reason will come true in our futures!
When we finally found our way to the garden I felt Thankful for being born in a more developed country, and must remember to pray for our Thai kids. Pray that they have enough warmth when they go to bed at night.1. buy a bike and ride around sengkang and everywhere!
2. learn Jap and sign language
3. learn to cook.
4. exercise
5. go back Hong Kong!
so much more but I cant remember now.
I just want to stare into space and relax!
but for now I am to study hard as a student! Being a student in Sg means that everyone can scold/nag at you. bus drivers, eh, basically, adults! like today, Hidayah got bullied a little! maybe because they think they should still have some control over kids. how else to define a kid but someone in school uniform =) but i'm thinking, it's a good thing. I still want to remain in this category. Being a student is so much better than being anything else! I like being one =) For today's bit of entertainment, I'm (re)watching a history war film! Compared to people in those days, and people who are suffering now all around the world, we are so fortunate. It's really not to be taken for granted!
I studied at sk library today. After Hidayah left, I studied alone for about 3.5 hours. First time I study alone, I think? I DON'T LIKE IT!! It's terrible. I'm so lousy! But I can't see the reason to be out of my cosy home, alone! V lousy neh. I'm guessing I can never travel alone. That will be the end of me.
1 month to As, 2 months till freedom.
I'm doing fine. steadily studying and trying to absorb whatever I can. Trying not to waste too much time(by staying out of the house!)
Mentally I'm not stressed, but my body's the one showing symptoms! my body recognises my school as its home, my hair's falling! and skin quality becoming worst. Aiyoaiyo! but my friends are stressed! and I cant do anything. Instead I'll pray for them! Because only God can calm the storm in people's hearts. Jiayou everyone!
To celebrate the revival of the computer, I shall update! =)!
Yay my supersister saved the computer! I think I'll forever play the role of killing the desktop, and my sis can come save the day. Sis has been a super great help recently. In more than one way!
Ok. I want to note down some highlights in my life recently (that i can remember of)
but I doubt anyone understands what I'm saying :)
--> Buzzer Beat has ended
Byebye to my weekly dose of drama! Japan's summer drama is over, and so is the summer season. Now it's time for winter. HongKong in December is cooool to the max, ttm! The cool air is woo~! Mornings are the best. The air is so crisp I can stand out there whole day just breathing in. Ahhhh. Go back next year k! It's quite a pity we don't experience seasonality in Singapore because I think seasons make the year more.. defined? Like, maybe at the start of each season, everyone will feel like it's a fresh start and work harder with a renewed will! and we'll have a greater variety of uniform. aw. In Singapore, the only changes we feel are periods with higher rainfall. and I like it, cause it gets cooler outside and I can use my umbrella!
--> I received a touching email!
wa, in this era where emails fly here fly there! ML sent me an email with great urgency and even sms me ask me to go read haha. After I read I really very touched. and sad. and happy. all the feelings! Above all, I feel motivation! I got so many friends who wish to help people with all their strength. Yes, Thankyou for surrounding me! All the goals we set for the future, they are not just dreams. We must accomplish together! Right now, Ying also working hard in Vietnam :)
--> I made a big mistake!!
The no-link no-link me will someday lead me into great big trouble. That Sunday morning, I actually forgot I'm singing for choir in the big worship hall! My sis saved me! She ran to find me, lent me her shoes... helped me get a file. I've never been so unprepared for worship before! I felt reallllly lousy =( like my heart sink to the bottom of my stomach or something. But It's at the lowest point of your life that you feel God's strength most vividly you know! Lyrics of that day's worship songs were like directed at me. Comforting me, telling me it's ok even when I fail. Applied to me 100%. and God allowed me to forget to bring my file ... but made sure this is the first choir song I can memorise by heart! I really like this song. My fav of all choir songs.
Then after worship I went to apologise to Teacher. I was feeling like crap but everyone actually laugh at me! Teacher pad my head you know ^^ haha I felt wa, very very relieved. Especially the choir girl's laughter, all the JieJies, meimei and mel's laugh, really healed me. Everyone very funny! I was seriously remorseful and they smile and brush away my mistake. Teacher become very Motherly! Is this because being 18 is still young? I'm still allowed to make silly mistakes? Thank you. I must try harder from now on!!
Eh. write about that suck up all my energy! dun wan write already. Pictures!
I'm always with this girl. but I only got this picture of her. Sorry!
Is Daddy emo-ing?! .....Of course Not! 
Finally visited 香港仔！First time in 18 years! Definitely not disappointed. Delicious Delicious!! =) =) If only my stomach is a black hole, I wanted to eat even more! My Papa is the longest serving employee in the 香港仔 factory that supplies the Dim sum to this shop front =) I want to go again ¬¬ http://www.hongkongzhai.com/
National day fireworks! Last time when I watched fireworks with family, I remember mummy and her friend going "uwahh!wahh!" like little girls. Very pretty neh! Suddenly they become very very youthful. This year, unexpectedly, I watched fireworks with Hidayah and.... my Jiejie aka SoManYan!! Really kirei! While we were walking to find a good spot to watch the fireworks, I said something like maybe the fireworks will start now and it immediately started! I can trigger fireworks! =)! Felly today asked "Tonight got volcano to watch?" when she meant to ask if tonight got fireworks. haha. Sad National day is over! No more weekly firework displays to watch at NLB. Actually, it was really a luxury to watch fireworks almost every week! I really enjoyed it. Thank you very much!
Then on our way home. we share one mrt seat!
many many many kites
<-- I started taking pictures because I wanted to capture little girls holding hands! Apart from that, more photos I like are below :)
(Above, from left) Cool Jiahui who later changed into her cool shorts with the orange pocket!
Daddy's bag with the DIY pocket
and the store near NLB that smells really lovely. Winnie rmb we must go visit!
Kinokuniya on 20%storewide sale makes me very poor. but poor is a relative concept!
Had a geog talk last week that makes me realise how rich Singapore actually is = VERy rich!
What's this about Singapore being small, we're small and rich. What I spent on a book today, a professor somewhere takes a year and a half to earn it in another country.
actually i duno what I talking yo , coz I came home with my new kino books and all set to read them but I fell asleep typing messages. sleepy ah sleepy.
ah, my dearest phone is going nuts. it actually managed to combine messages send to me by two people into one message. overlapping each other. how cool is that!
and I really want to see a rainbow. rain more please! so that i can sleep more comfy-ly at night. if the air is so still at night ( like tonight), I would really be tempted to use aircon and contribute to global warming =(
Daddy does his bit for the environment too. Today he did something so cool. he sewed pockets into his bag! he sewed it so he can put his ezlink card there n just tap his bag to the machine when boarding bus. so cool and I like my daddy's gentleness in many ways :) Somehow I know that Daddy when younger used to talk really loud and anyhow, but since I was a kid he has been very gentle to the 3 girls in the family. I think it's for us that Daddy become so gentle! I love! So, genuinely nice guys do exist. let's not give up hope k?!!
I really cant buy the things I reallyreally want. like a new school bagpack, and those antique coloured longlong style necklace. but I think, my Billabong is ok la hor? At least I have a comfy bag that can carry a lot of weight! Because there are people who don't even have a chance to carry a proper school bag, so i'm really satisfied and grateful already! So, let's stick with sillylooking bilabong bag until I find a really I-want-this-bag kind that will be useful even in the long term.
ok close shop! Tuition econs teacher is really funny and a reallyreallyreallynice guy. 上第一堂课害我偷笑到内伤
left 99.89% of download till episode 3 of Buzzer Beat!!
in this 5 mins I have bounced around the house telling daddy mummy i've waited patiently for one week
ANNNNNND DOWNLOAD is COMPLETED!!!!!!
ok but i want say finish this first.
I stayed in school till 9pm today to study! This week, feel very hardworking around, study+do homework until I started sleep writing. It's a phenomenuem I came up with. Write homework until fall asleep while still writing and end up writing rubbish! " Vegetable, Thankyou!" <-- what's this.
Even though I know i'm still not working hard enough.. but i'm already trying ok! and feeling quite hardworking already, compared to the usual me. I've cut back on computer time much much because the opportunity cost is getting higher and higher. but, when it's time to enjoy, still must enjoy!! ok off to watch good show!!
Watch and smile! So beautiful I watched it twice, and cried twice!
What's better than blessing from friends and family! and in such a special way ^^
Today was Eva 姐姐 and Kevin's wedding! Eva has a really nice voice and the big ribbon at the back of her wedding dress is so pretty!
So many weddings recently, and we're anticipating more to come! (There's so-and-so, so-and-so, and ..OH so-and-so!!!)
Many of our people are going to become related(in-laws) soon!
No photos yet .
Today wore dressie! We, the 1991 batch are really quite conservative, MeiMei and I kept tugging here and there trying to cover up skin. But it's nice to dress up a little sometimes! Only when the occasion calls for it. :)
Dressing up makes one feel pretty and kinda floaty ( or maybe its the heels that are levitating me)
Or maybe its not quite the dress thats making me happy.
Happy 'cause today was spent with 2 worlds of my friends!
Yamapi really values his friends.. and me too, I think i cant live without them.
What is life without people? Where got people without God haha
off topic, anyway today took tons of picture (as usual) with church peepz
Then, went to NLB to see brownbrown and friends. but brown left already (TOO bad!)
Buying food with Ahguas was fun
Then MelMel came! and we tried our best to whisper, but i think we still disturbed the couple sitting in front of us. Sorry~
It was also much fun 'cause felly, Yaya & Wie thinks our conversations are funny
I never noticed it before, but when you speak canto, your english pronunciation becomes cantonese-ish? haha
GLObaliZei-Sion. yeaA
and I'm happy Mel got to witness my ahgua friends' funniness. if only MingQin was here to blow her away with her amazing ahgua abilities
Then before reaching home, I smsed with Hueyie which I havent done so in 3-4days. Felt so disconnected! so all in all I reached 3 of my world of friends today. why i use the word world? it's my own grammar. 'cause I think that's the word to be used to quantify the noun "friends"
go uni, (if i can make it) I want to learn sign language, Jap and join comm service club!
nagging feeling that i'm suppose to study wont go away. why wont you go away?
OHH that little flower girl~~~!! I want the wedding photos please!! When taking photo with her, she would lean her little figure onto you. AHH~ totally melts my heart!
Like this!! Thank you Jemima !! so quick ^^
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : manshanIf the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
2. A four Letter Word : many, mola
3. A boy's Name : macdonald ohhh minhwan minho!
4. A girl's Name : madonna, mingqin mingli
5. An occupation : milkmaid
6. A color : maroon
7. Something you'll wear : mmm mondo shoes!
9. A food : milkbread
10. Something found in the bathroom : mouse! none in mine Thank God.
11. A place : milan
12. A reason for being late : my bus was late?
13. Something you'd shout : MMMMMMMMMMAAmaaa
14. A movie title : man in black!!! (i think for so long!)
15. Something you drink : milo! milktea milkshake
16. A musical group : Monkey Magik :)
17. An animal : monkey
18. A street name : my street
19. A type of car : mitsubishi
20. The title of a song : More than words. manatsu no kajitsu
Woo hidayah ya i like your new blog skin! but i didn't really notice the song gone. Hehe I guess sometimes only notice the things that are bothersome. Then when things are good will take for granted. hee. so bad!
Time flies nowadays. 9-9 at library is 12 hours. how did it fly by! 10pm-1am is 3 hours. I only click some buttons on the comp. Cant wait to get a laptop next year!
"I'll be your greatest fan", is what she said in this scene.
!!At first I didn't know what she was saying and just thought what she said sounded nice. but now, that exactly what every fan would love to say in Pi's face isn't it?
haha though I'm constantly troubled how ahgugu I go over a guy who's an ocean away from me, I can't really help it much. Its fun and makes me jump around in excitement when everything else I do (studying) just makes me feel like sleeping. Cant wait for the new drama!
Today I realise something while reading the wa ga o ni to mo no and what other postpositional particles of the Japanese language. Perhaps learning another language will make you reflect on your own language (English is what I'm thinking about of) because there's really a structure that we're unconsciously following (or suppose to). All the particles that are part of a sentence is really impt and i saw the imptance while reading little Jap guidebook. Now if only this would help me with GP. HELP!
Today was great! Mingli came to library!! That pretty girl wear prettier than I've ever see her and look even prettier, (ah ming I know you reading, very happy right!) and she bring snack for us! almost like she come visit us at our residence and when you go visiting you should bring some gift right hehe. so ke qi for what! and I havent talk to her for ages so really happy to chat. sorry I think I even talk too much! We walked Illuma, toured my church and went back to Bugis cold storage for me to buy drinks 'home'! Mingli, really happy to talk to you! :)
and then ahguas minus qin watched fireworks that was suppose to be the highlight of today, but watching it behind glass windows wasnt so touching afterall. The highlights of the night became.. photo taking when the camerawomen just keeps omitting me from the picture. This is, to me, really something that only happens in tv shows, but happened to me 3 times today! funny till Felly cried from laughter and.. did something else I shan't say ^^!!! Slurp. Then, nighttimes shopping was fun again but as usual everyone's bleary eyed from drowsiness. Winnie very naturally and skilfully suan me and I laugh like nuts. Thanks everyone for a great day!
my friends all pretty girls!
winnie who no picchar here, is our little superstar. got random auntie talk to her! Because with a lovely unguarded smile, people feel they can talk to you too! so nice!
Mingli I want the pictures from today pls send me somehow! Winnie tek too, I will steal pics from your journal =)
hey ah girl! I also want get married!
but, I dont even bother looking at real boys. Pi is another story all in all.
Nevermind. I believe, someday someone will come along and we will all have someone whom we click with and can walk this path of life together haha!
God provides. ( even husbands!)
At church, we were reminded to keep in our prayers the prayer of having a suitable man, pleasing to God's eyes, for us in the future.
I forgot this prayer for some time now, but now I shall remember you in my prayers too since you also want to get married haha!
First, pray that the world can get a more symmetrical demographic model. If we don't have a 50:50 male female pop, how can everyone get a partner!
Sleep only half hour last night, but I'm still awake now!
I'm looking forward to.. tml! =) Day at the library and Felly will supply me with a laptop right? (Thankyou!) =) Then at night, right from where we sit in the library, there'll be fireworks (Hanabi!) to watch from National day parade nearby! How wonderful is that =) Just wish all the ahguas will come tml!
Recently...
I've fallen for the band Monkey Magik! They have really great music, and its a combination of Japanese and English lyrics 'cause we have 2 Jap and 2 Canadians forming this band! I realise I've gotten use to listening to Jap music and like to hear the flow of Japanese words. Then, they will sing English lines as well, and its really refreshing to suddenly understand what I'm hearing. nice nice!
Hidayah thinking about her boys.
I realise my livejournal's really not updated regularly. Because I really cant find 重点 to talk about. Right now, I really cant find a proper focus in life! Or I might never find one. But still, everyday is a nice day! and so, what's my point? honestly I don't have one~
I just want to relax and go on a picnic!
ahh!! Ploy !! The internet really intergrates everyone together! From Thailand, a msn message suddenly came!
I have a Thailand Penpal as well :) Patsorn dear in Bangkok, she has left SAC and is working now because she is not sponsored for education anymore. But she has a vision for her future! Now working hard earning for her University fees, and to become a Chinese teacher! How great is that :) Me who can easily take for granted this chance at education, I have no rights to complain at all. I should really study harder. I will try! Fight myself. Yes!
I unintentionally watched a horror movie with 2 ppl who suggested the movie. They really aren't people to recommend horror so I wasn't expecting it to be that bad.. even when the title reads Drag Me to Hell. Stupid me. and then I come home and I am curious what the scary looking granny in the movie looks like for real. She looks so kind in reality.. except I accidentally saw 2pics of her in the scary-Granny-in-a-horror-film-look, and it made me jump again. So I'm typing kinda fast. heart pounding.pipook! She's a 67 yo artistee yet in the film she got thrown around quite a lot. So sweet looking in reality and very admirable! Just like all the 85+ year old "Daddy"s who received special appreciation at church last Sunday on Father's Day.
Horror movies are pointless coz they rely on loud sounds to scare people and there's never a happy ending. u go film a happy ending horror and I might just watch it for you.
Ying and Huey! Are your hearts still pounding? Mine is. but for a different reason now.^^ cause... I just watched a CM for new Pi drama!! Too much heart pounding must be bad for the body. But the new basketball drama looks like it will make my heart pipok much again!
Thankyou Ying and Hueyie for today! I enjoyed it. Even watching the movie was fun coz this time I rather watch you two's funny expressions than the film. ^^ Then, Ying always give me presents that is really something I need, and want. ESPIRIT things I've never owned before but I always wanted one, and I do need a wallet. So Thank you Dears I love you! Then, when Hueyie Thank God for this friendship, I couldn't be happier. To see a friend's faith in God blossom is really a miracle, and I'm blessed to witness it :)
2 more things that made me jump recently.
At raffles city's basement, a random wall started playing Daite Senorita and I got so surprised I shrieked a little. Amazing how a small thing like this makes me jump, only shows how hooked I am. and it's bad.
Here's the wall, and Hidayah looking kinda sexy.
then,
a headless guy studying in the library!Study hard people, even if you lose your head!
and I had a good day today popeye and airport tour. from T3 -> T2 -> T1 with 4 aquas ! It was good exercise after a very sinful meal.
Holiday is almost here, but my body already went into holiday mood and for the millionth time in JC life, I overslept and missed Math lectures (aw~ ^^)
1 more month till Mid-years, and let's use this holiday fruitfully! This holiday, nth much to look forward to.
More exciting is, towards the end = FT island showcase, and Pi's new drama =)
and Hidayah's right, nowadays there's nth more interesting in my life other than them lol
but concerts were great. AJC concert, and Gayan's dance fest. so captivating! That night I went to sleep with figures dancing behind my eyelids. =)! I'll like to go for more concerts to witness other people's hard work! even though I myself not working v hard.. hee
o it seems i'm backtracking?
last saturday after Gayan's concert, I missed the last bus home. I felt like crying! it was scary and the weather was very hot! at times like this, daydreams and fantasies won't save me. First was calling mummy, next was calling Mel. End up, went to Mel's house to sleepover because its not safe to cab home at that hour :) Thankyou Melody ( and family!) lol Felly sms said "wa so flexible!" and its because our family know each other for so long that we can just last minute spend the night. and its because Mel call home right after I call her for help, and her parents worry for me, and they all so take care of me, so I was saved that night. Thank God for friends and family! I also want to be someone who can support my friends like this! Even though I'm very insensitive and not very thoughtful, mm if I can remember your name it means I love u and wish to support you too!
When I board the last train to Mel's house, on board there was a lady with lots of dirty plastic bags and she was talking to herself rather loudly. At that time I thought I'm so fortunate I live in a different environment from them. There are people who care where I am when it's late at night, and I know there's people I can count on. I want to become more dependable too!
oH! and I attended a wedding! The younger brother of the bride sang when the bride first made her entrance, and that song is still ringing in my head! So nice :) "虽然姐姐嫁了，但最疼的还是你！” Though my sis will probably never say that, I still wish she can get married someday!
Steaming sound of the food being cooked and forks clinking with the plates is nice background. to me anyway!
Zettai Karashi will be airing in Singapore!!
A very nice show related to food and kind relationships, so I will definitely rewatch it and help boost ratings!
I'm happy Aibu Saki will be in new drama with Yamapi soon :) Yay!
I like aqua people. They make me feel at ease!
24May2009, H.A.P.P.Y! went for Qiao's AJC concert. Guitar perf was the best:) Qiao rocked! Then, the acapella was great too. I researched on the song they sang, it's an old Japanese song! 上を向いて歩こ (Ue wo muite arukou) . now I like this song much!
Had a great time with HAPPY!. It was nice to fit 4 people on 2 mrt seats, and we forgot to be less noisy in public area (we're sorry~), then we managed to finish dinner in 5 minutes while walking across a big field towards RP, and we took nice photos.
haha I like MeiMei's expression!
How can I forget, we mustered (how do you pronounce this word anyway. i tink it sounds like mustard) all the courage we had to shout Qiao's name in the hall. Cantonese name, so only Qiao understood! ^^ I like Qiao's reaction (when she told us she could hear us!) I think we started the ball rolling and later other people starting cheering for their friends too! 2nd half of the concert was more lively. Someone cheered for his friend in a very calm manner, almost sounded like he was talking, just that he projected his voice so loudly. "XX, jiayou. " lol. and MINGli and Min Er were both at the concert?! haha Mingli, talk to u soon~! without SLC, seldom see Mingli and HaiLongwang anymore.
and this sat its Woodlands RP again. Gayan ga yao!
I watched because I was feeling sad and thinking negative thoughts, worrying that my friends don't like me that kinda things lol. but it's only because I'm sensitive and it's not their problem, and i will get over it soon enouh. I know i shouldn't wallow in self-pity, so i decided to watch a video where people smiled in conditions so much worst than me! and it worked so well I couldnt really fall asleep immediately from thinking about Bangladesh and everything.
When I have manymany thoughts I want to remember, I used to save them in notepads n store them in my misso files. Then I lose them. So now is great I can save it all here.
The video was about a lady, Eriko Yamaguchi who saw the needs in Bangladesh and in her own way, tries to help Bangladesh break out of poverty by achieving economic independence. She's the CEO of Motherhouse Co. , a successful bag shop venture in Tokyo, where the bags are made in Bangladesh. She designs them in Bangladesh (I think) and employs the people there. The video also visits an orphanage where some of the profits of the shop helps with. She's brilliant and she's only in her 20s!
( Charity wasn't the way to solve poverty. It didn't solve the root of the problem. Helping the people open doors to opportunities is the way to help them break out of poverty. )
We visited Mummy at work! Stupidly, because now isn't really the right time to visit the hospital, but that didn't quite register in my mind until we had to write down our names at the entrance and got scanned for temp. Mummy very happy to see us :) I'm happy too. But when leaving, feel a bit 心酸. Mummy work so hard to support a child lie me, she hardly has time to eat. Yet I'm still slacking and not working hard at my own responsibilities. I'm really just waddling in the water, doing tutorials half heartedly, absorbing sch work in imcomplete bits. I know its wrong, but that's the way I'm doing it. Guilty, but changes don't come about so easily you know.
On a happier note, it's almost going to be a year since I got caught in this tropical cyclone being Yamapi and the Japanese fandom, and I've finally bought my first magazine, DUET May 2009. Bought it for the NEWS pin up in it! :) Happy happy for my first pin up of NEWS ever and I almost tore it up trying to get it out of the magazine. Yay yay, had MeiJi Ice Cream, Custard Puff and I forgot what other nice treats. yuum!
谢谢您的爱心晚餐，
妈妈甜在心理，
满足在肚子里，
同事们羡慕不已，
Ana吵着要个女儿。
Mummy smiled so sweet my heart really really happy. Amazing how small things we do can make our parents very happy and proud. I wish I can tear myself away from the comp a bit more, care about my surroundings more, and become a good daughter and person. Fighting!
If I have to write a CV for my group of friends namely the SNLs, it'll be..
Characteristics of SNL
pervertic
ahgua-ness to the max
funny
quiet and shy (on the outside), crazy and bold (inside)
considerate and full of love
mostly finishes our homework, refuse to be considered nerds.
50% of us watches TV, 50% 'watches' computer(YAmaPiJunSuMinHO!)
no more brain cells left to wonder if that makes any sense.
Today, watched the first soccer match I've ever gotten so excited over. Excited because I felt the school spirit and adrenaline rush while cheering for our school team. All was fun until AC scored two goals and their players suddenly got weaker and started rolling all over our synthetic field. I feel cheated now, because I was seriously concerned seeing how much in pain they looked, until I realise they were jus trying to stall for time. That's not a glorious way to win at all.
I realise, I do Love Meridian JC pretty much, because I fell really sad for our defeat. 2-1. and later our table at Pizza hut was table 201. The irony of it all. But, I'm glad I didn't miss this match. Cant go to the stadium for the finales, at least I got to watch the soccer team try their best in MJ today. They did their best, and I really admire them for it. They united the MJC spirit. I really felt the joy of being part of MJ today :)
Had a pleasant surprise 'cause after the rain today, the air was fresh and cooling like wooooow~. natural aircon. So lovely that I discriminated against Lecture Theatre aircon that I was forced to enter. I would have loved to stop awhile longer to enjoy the fresh fresh air! Reminds me of mornings in HongKong, ahhh~
MY SISTER SUCKS. SHE LICKED ME . . . .ee.
